Friday, August 10, 2012

I'm crazy...

I had fully written a post about how sad I was that Noah was growing up so fast and that I couldn't handle everything and how I really wish that he was still a newborn and yadda yadda yadda.


It was written and I was just waiting to hit the publish button.  Then bath time happened tonight and I just realized how in love I am with this absolute moment with Noah.  Sure, there are sleepless nights and tear-filled afternoons.  I don't get to sit for more than 5 seconds during the day.  I am constantly covered from head to toe in drool and I spend more time washing and folding diapers than I do taking care of my own personal hygiene.

But seriously...

I get to stare deeply into these baby blues ALL day long!  I am so very lucky and I cry sometimes just remembering how lonely and horrible I felt waiting for Noah to get here.  As much as I miss his little bitty baby days... I truly love these days too!  

2 comments:

  1. What a great photo! He does have gorgeous eyes, that one. And the eyelashes, oh my! xo

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  2. I was just telling Ryan that I can hardly remember Case as a baby...and I was sure I would NEVER forget...and it is sad BUT there are so many fun things that he says and does now that if we could go back in time I know I would miss those things. There will always be bits and pieces we miss BUT there are so many fun things to come that we just have to keep looking forward. I do however wish there was a DVR on life so that we could go back, stand in the corner, and re-watch some of those special moments....

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