and it's back...

In full force.
the vomiting and the nausea... at 20 weeks.  I am certain that baby girl hates me.  It has been like this nearly every night this week.  Starts around 5pm and doesn't let up until I go to sleep.  And the worst part is... I am also starving.  So I eat and then... I am sick.  I have tried small snacks to prevent the nausea.  I have tried ice cold water.  I have tried mints and other candies.  I have tried it...all! It's just kicking me to the curb.  Doesn't help that it happens right around dinner prep time and late afternoon snack for Noah.  I am literally gagging as I prepare his snacks.  It's horrible and I hate it.  He wants to cuddle me and I start cringing because all the cuddling and squirming makes me want to hurl.

I really really really really really hope this is just a small phase and doesn't last the rest of the pregnancy.  I was prepared for heartburn nausea and not being able to sleep all night from movement and heartburn.  That happened with both Mason and Noah.  But seriously... first trimester for the rest of the pregnancy is not something I am sure about.  Hoping I can handle it! I mean... not much I can do but just PRAY baby girl and I are getting enough water and nutrients.

ok. Rant over... this was all just a way for me to explain that I have about 5 drafted posts that I have been meaning to update, but this nausea has just been kicking me to the curb so I have yet to get around to them.

weekly noah: thirty-four